I found out a lot of thngs r changing during the hols.....
A friend got a taxi n find me ytd.She told me a lot of unexpected stuff and I nvr knew a teenager like her can go thru.I mean really...u dun wana know wad she went thru...I am shocked by wad she told me.But it's a part of greed.I felt her pain and I really understand how she feel.We were sitting at coffee bean,talking for like 4 hours!No,we din even stand up or go 2 pee.Her story is really THAT painful!
But...u know,I'm surprise that she still can stand this and not going suicide and stuff.Well,we all thought abt suicide dun we?But we need to see a brighter view ahead of us 1st.Then we can change.If our heads r always on the dark side then surely enuf...u know lah~
I learn that peace is how we make it not waiting for peace to cum make it itself.So,I dun k who hates me o wadever liao.As long as I have tried my best to be gud with them then I know I'm making peace.
And I still cant believe I need a teenager to tell me that!I'm 18 already!GOD!I wish I can make evryone hapi.I really do.To do that,I really need to work on the smile on my face.HAHA!
And I'm sorry to whoever I wana say sorry to.I dun know how many people I've hurt so far but 4give me for my...childishness..
ok....life sucks becuz we make it suck.Learn that from a kid.
Love evryone!!!
CIAO!
Friday, November 20, 2009
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Glad.
We get to help teachers decorate the paper thgy for 2ml.Yeah!We get to see P.S get nervous!!So exciting!!!
Me and P.S r best friends.Trying to break us apart wud be a HARD thing to do ya know?We have gone thru think and thin,ain't that rite Aj?And Stella is a new comer into our friendship.She has help us learn a lot in trust,jealousy and well...things we nvr tot we cud learn from her.And the thgs that she do r all pretty normal and we learn to accept it!Tq Stella!
oh oh OH!And ...KFC is going 2ml!Tee hee hee!Yup.I could never really just get over a real HOT guy now rite?Haha!
I just wana see evryone all happy u know?I even danced today!Which I never really wud do at skul.Skipping eko class too.YIKES!Gona hang out with Jo Soh,Chiew Ying and the gang this sat!TTTKA!Mwahaha!
Hung out with Aj,P.S,Stella and H.T this noon.We ate ice...stuff...well,wad do u know?Mandy doesn't know how to call a 'ang dao jia lut'.Haih~Nevermind la.....at least I know we ate "rojak" also lah~Why call it rojak when it taste so good hor?U know,We're just really bad at branding our food.So,that's why tourist dun come here...as in Sarawak...to eat.They come for the sunlight.... =.="
Went to library to mess up people's heads and hung out with Aj during noon.We went all around the town and found Ah Jie working at Tun Jugah!He luks adorable as ever!!!
Well,I got a book borrowed from Dia and it's "P.S I love you!"Well,P.S really got it hanging!!!haha!And I haven watch Jo Soh borrowed me de movie wor.....huhuhu!!!Must peel my eyes open 2nite!!!MWHAHA!
ok....GTG!
Life is soooooooooooooo BEAUTIFUL!
CIAO!
Me and P.S r best friends.Trying to break us apart wud be a HARD thing to do ya know?We have gone thru think and thin,ain't that rite Aj?And Stella is a new comer into our friendship.She has help us learn a lot in trust,jealousy and well...things we nvr tot we cud learn from her.And the thgs that she do r all pretty normal and we learn to accept it!Tq Stella!
oh oh OH!And ...KFC is going 2ml!Tee hee hee!Yup.I could never really just get over a real HOT guy now rite?Haha!
I just wana see evryone all happy u know?I even danced today!Which I never really wud do at skul.Skipping eko class too.YIKES!Gona hang out with Jo Soh,Chiew Ying and the gang this sat!TTTKA!Mwahaha!
Hung out with Aj,P.S,Stella and H.T this noon.We ate ice...stuff...well,wad do u know?Mandy doesn't know how to call a 'ang dao jia lut'.Haih~Nevermind la.....at least I know we ate "rojak" also lah~Why call it rojak when it taste so good hor?U know,We're just really bad at branding our food.So,that's why tourist dun come here...as in Sarawak...to eat.They come for the sunlight.... =.="
Went to library to mess up people's heads and hung out with Aj during noon.We went all around the town and found Ah Jie working at Tun Jugah!He luks adorable as ever!!!
Well,I got a book borrowed from Dia and it's "P.S I love you!"Well,P.S really got it hanging!!!haha!And I haven watch Jo Soh borrowed me de movie wor.....huhuhu!!!Must peel my eyes open 2nite!!!MWHAHA!
ok....GTG!
Life is soooooooooooooo BEAUTIFUL!
CIAO!
I'm not here for your entertainment and u dun really wana mess with me tonight.
No wait...Not just tonight...BUT 4ever!!!!
Seriously...u wana read my blog,u tell other ppl the truth.NOT the false statement,okay???And you know,misunderstandings could occur.Uh-hmm....being very polite liao hor????
thank you ya'll for understanding.
Peace out!MUAKS!~
Seriously...u wana read my blog,u tell other ppl the truth.NOT the false statement,okay???And you know,misunderstandings could occur.Uh-hmm....being very polite liao hor????
thank you ya'll for understanding.
Peace out!MUAKS!~
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Say it rite to my face!
ok,I mean,seriously....u hate me?say it to my face!I dun k who the fuck u r rite now!I think I already know who hates me the most now.Yup!
I am born to be hated by people.I am USED TO it already.okay?I don't know why people always hate me and all loh....what the fuck did I do wrong now har???Do I always say things that makes people hate me???And if so,TELL ME LAH!U PEKAK KAH???ATAU U BUTA???CANNOT SEE HAR?????
Aj,it's not that I dun wana talk to u.It's u having a bad mood and looking like people owe u a million bucks like tat!Ok?And if I did talk to u,what shud I say?"Hey,how cum u din reply my msg ah?"Then,it shud means that I wana find dead nia loh?And when u talk to me,I dun noe wad u wana get into....u're mad 1st,then u get all friendly....weird much??
ok lah~I'm gonna do what mummy told me.Leave it to the annoymous....
CIAO!
I am born to be hated by people.I am USED TO it already.okay?I don't know why people always hate me and all loh....what the fuck did I do wrong now har???Do I always say things that makes people hate me???And if so,TELL ME LAH!U PEKAK KAH???ATAU U BUTA???CANNOT SEE HAR?????
Aj,it's not that I dun wana talk to u.It's u having a bad mood and looking like people owe u a million bucks like tat!Ok?And if I did talk to u,what shud I say?"Hey,how cum u din reply my msg ah?"Then,it shud means that I wana find dead nia loh?And when u talk to me,I dun noe wad u wana get into....u're mad 1st,then u get all friendly....weird much??
ok lah~I'm gonna do what mummy told me.Leave it to the annoymous....
CIAO!
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Got myself to blame for all my bad moods.
I've been struggling to NOT be emo ytd but too bad I couldn't control it.I guess I'm just very sad that my kedudukan is far from wad I've expected.Yeah,I know they all cheat to win lah!But how cum P.S didnt cheat and still get no.4?This world is pretty damn bullshit ey?
Aj did not came to school and she didn't even reply my fucking sms.WOW!And I tot she was dead!She lets me suffer alone with P.S.Do u know how proud P.S was when she know she was in the top 4?UGH!She made Stella cry!And she tot it was Stella herself that was sad.UGH!Eh...ppl reading ah...dun say out loud ah!
So,ytd when the bell rang,I quickly sms H.T to take me out or else I will stay dead in the haus.I told her it was sort of urgent and she CALLED ME!Awwww!!!!She took me and Cindy out for lunch and I had a pretty great time lah~Heh...
Mum decided to bring me and Kien out for dinner ytd nite and so we did.We went to Kenyalang and guess who I saw after eating halfway?My EX-P.P tuition teacher!She was real mad at us for cancling the tuition but she was super mad at me cuz I was the one who told her.GREAT!Put the blame on me lah!Other people din go for several weeks liao u din blame her but I support her till I beh tahan I baru drop oh!MOTHER.....****!
okok...I have to chill...My face is getting red!
I told my mum abt n she also agree that she is the type of ppl who cnt teach ppl de....HA!Mummy is always rite hor?????
I bought Made Of Honour and I suddenly rmb I haven't watched the DVDs's that Jo Soh borrowed me..YIKES!It's abt lesbians...and the reason y I wana watch it it's cuz I wana noe the "punca dan akibat".
^^
Was surprise Aj came to school today.Well,she shud came ytd instead of today actually.She missed the MUET test.Now,if she say I didn't warned her again...I'm gonna...AAAARRRRRRRRHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well....
Let's hope I will not burst into tears anytime now. =)
CIAO!
Aj did not came to school and she didn't even reply my fucking sms.WOW!And I tot she was dead!She lets me suffer alone with P.S.Do u know how proud P.S was when she know she was in the top 4?UGH!She made Stella cry!And she tot it was Stella herself that was sad.UGH!Eh...ppl reading ah...dun say out loud ah!
So,ytd when the bell rang,I quickly sms H.T to take me out or else I will stay dead in the haus.I told her it was sort of urgent and she CALLED ME!Awwww!!!!She took me and Cindy out for lunch and I had a pretty great time lah~Heh...
Mum decided to bring me and Kien out for dinner ytd nite and so we did.We went to Kenyalang and guess who I saw after eating halfway?My EX-P.P tuition teacher!She was real mad at us for cancling the tuition but she was super mad at me cuz I was the one who told her.GREAT!Put the blame on me lah!Other people din go for several weeks liao u din blame her but I support her till I beh tahan I baru drop oh!MOTHER.....****!
okok...I have to chill...My face is getting red!
I told my mum abt n she also agree that she is the type of ppl who cnt teach ppl de....HA!Mummy is always rite hor?????
I bought Made Of Honour and I suddenly rmb I haven't watched the DVDs's that Jo Soh borrowed me..YIKES!It's abt lesbians...and the reason y I wana watch it it's cuz I wana noe the "punca dan akibat".
^^
Was surprise Aj came to school today.Well,she shud came ytd instead of today actually.She missed the MUET test.Now,if she say I didn't warned her again...I'm gonna...AAAARRRRRRRRHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well....
Let's hope I will not burst into tears anytime now. =)
CIAO!
Sunday, November 08, 2009
hapi bday DaDDy!
Home after daddy's bday dinner.It was really nice and the place was awesome.Located somewhere near petanak.
Work for mama this noon and played with my worker.We laughed like stupid and I saw someone I used to like working at everise down there.It's weird why did I even like him before.But I'm so relieve that it's over already! =D
We made fun of him and customers....it's actually wrong for a buddist to do that but hey,sometimes,fun comes 1st rite?HEH!
So looking forward to go have a makeover soon cuz I cancled it since ytd was daddy's bday but mum did NOT celebrate it until 2day...YEAH!wad a liar...
nvm lah!
GTG!
CIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!
Work for mama this noon and played with my worker.We laughed like stupid and I saw someone I used to like working at everise down there.It's weird why did I even like him before.But I'm so relieve that it's over already! =D
We made fun of him and customers....it's actually wrong for a buddist to do that but hey,sometimes,fun comes 1st rite?HEH!
So looking forward to go have a makeover soon cuz I cancled it since ytd was daddy's bday but mum did NOT celebrate it until 2day...YEAH!wad a liar...
nvm lah!
GTG!
CIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!
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